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| New Space
www.xanga.com/catchabadchick- still under construction tho! | | |
| I can't take no more.
Today was good/bad- i don't knw. I have no idea what to say. It's happy in a sense that 50% of th things are solved btwn us but th bad way, 50% isn't solved yet. (Bby i so need you rgt now.) I need to calm myself dwn and take a breather, like srsly. Sigh. Tday's th day i finally feel that i shldn't be so soft hearted & open minded to some ppl who take me fo granted. It's like, when you give these people chances, they jz blow it ovr and ovr again and yet, i still continue givg 'em chances that they don't fucking deserve. BUT frm now, no way. These ppl shld jz fuck off frm my life. They don't evn give a shit abt how i feel, so what's th pnt in thinkg abt theirs? I don't gain no fuck? And honestly, from today- i'm gonna think abt myself first bfr these people.
Therapy was gd but i need more. I need more time to solve my own shit. Evrythg seems to crumble dwn and i can't control my mood swings. I feel as if im going insane- it's jz a matter of time. & i'm gettg insomnia and anxiety attacks (as said by my therapist). I can only sleep aft 2/3am evryday and my anxiety attacks are killing me slowly. Evrythg is triggerg my mood swings and all that shit. Myb i need a getaway. I need to go smewhr. I'm losing interest in evrything. Clothes, shopping, fashion, entertainment and whtevr i liked in th past. These material things don't matter to me anymr. I just want to stay in my rm & do nothing.
Ciao | | |
| I ♥ Justin Bieber
I'm so dying fo Justin Bieber to have a concert in Singapore!!!!!!!!!
Love moi CC earrings? ;) | | |
| I Can Give You a Brand New Start
Aw, i miss Bby already tho he only left this morng and i also had breakfast with him. :'( Been meetg him almost evryday since his vacation started that's th reason why i miss him so badly now. Work this morning till eveng. H8 doing cashierg because you'll be responsible if any $$ is missing. Sigh. Work again tmr and therapy in th aftrnn. Blackberry bold & Tattoo nxt month!
love ya'll,
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meganlabel.livejournal.com
What i've done today:
- Shootg in th morng w Megan @ Haji lane
- Work frm 130 till 5
- IT fair w Bby, Ced and Jess
- Gettg Jess's Blackberry 9700 @ Funan
- Haji lane fo Shisha
- Home @ 12 plus
I'd be workg from tmr all th way till Thursday. So i might be a busy bee, too busy to post! :( & yea, i realise something, my eye make up was so dark that in most of th photos, it looks as if it's cocked. LOL i think it looks funny. HAHAHA but well, i'll learn frm it. :B
Ciao
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